You, my love

I wasn't sure what love is before you came.
I was hanging around, tried too hard to define what could it possibly means.
From one to another, what a massive mess.
I was scared and confused.
I was lost, literally.
And then you came, offered me a commitment without even saying you love me.
"I'm not gonna say it until you become mine. It's not about love, but the sake of Allah," you said.

Now you teach me how to love, how to appreciate my feelings and others.
You show me how bad you want to stay.
How much i worth in your life.
And all those years i have spent watching your back in silence has paid off.
Sometimes i think i get more than i deserve, but you keep reminding me how it's all been written as our destinies.

Yet i'm a coward, too frightened to love you as a whole.
Because i know i will be destroyed if you ever lost.
Once again, i choose to pretend like i'm not falling into, whilst you always know the fact and can't be fooled.

You, my love.

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